Sometimes Thinking outside my element that I experience myself the most. I see and feel who I really am, the most! I think that’s like, you see, a person who works to live versus the one who works because it’s the Norm. I feel zombie like don’t get it twisted I’d rather be house rich than being in a fog. Universal and intelligent talk is needed I love and lean on my wife for support. I look towards the heavens and say why me. But it’s only when it ventures too close to my so call pride as a man being above average My mind burst like firecrackers and realizing if I don’t do this grown man ish. I fall I get back up That’s why I enjoy taking myself out of my own element, my own comfort zone, and hurling myself out into the unknown. Because it’s during those scary moments, those unsure steps taken, that I am able to see that I’m like a comet hitting a new atmosphere: suddenly I illuminate magnificently and fire dusts begin to fall off of me! I discover a smile I didn’t know I had, I uncover a feeling that I didn’t know existed in me… I see myself. I’m a shooting star. A meteor shower. But I’m not going to die out. I guess I’m more like the creator of my existence intended me to be. Looking at my Sons and daughter and grand son. I know what love is no future in half ass work. I’m just going to keep on coming back. Thanks keep coming back.