Being Above Average

   

  

 Sometimes Thinking outside my element that I experience myself the most. I see and feel who I really am, the most! I think that’s like, you see, a person who works to live versus the one who works because it’s the Norm. I feel zombie like don’t get it twisted I’d rather be house rich than being in a fog. Universal and intelligent talk is needed I love and lean on my wife for support. I look towards the heavens and say why me. But it’s only when it ventures too close to my so call pride as a man being above average My mind burst like firecrackers and realizing if I don’t do this grown man ish. I fall I get back up That’s why I enjoy taking myself out of my own element, my own comfort zone, and hurling myself out into the unknown. Because it’s during those scary moments, those unsure steps taken, that I am able to see that I’m like a comet hitting a new atmosphere: suddenly I illuminate magnificently and fire dusts begin to fall off of me! I discover a smile I didn’t know I had, I uncover a feeling that I didn’t know existed in me… I see myself. I’m a shooting star. A meteor shower. But I’m not going to die out. I guess I’m more like the creator of my existence intended me to be. Looking at my Sons and daughter and grand son. I know what love is no future in half ass work. I’m just going to keep on coming back. Thanks keep coming back.

Published by JWILLPAINTCO LLC

Advocate for foster kids Foster parent. Chef, Journeyman Painter, Husband ,God fearing

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